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Hot Yoga: First Step

Although I’ve been practising hatha yoga for a few years, my relationship just got serious.

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Unlimited hot yoga, you say?!?

I’ve committed to one month of unlimited hot yoga. I’ve already started sweating just thinking about the commitment this represents (and potential wasted dollars if I don’t follow through). Pressure cooker!

In order to take full advantage of this membership, I’ve decided to pre-register to a few classes this week. There’s nothing like putting something in your schedule in order to carve out time to get it done. I’m also writing about it because, well, if you put it out there, people will ask you. I’ve decided that when it comes to my physical health, just as with other aspects of my well-being, it’s time to take mindful action.

For some, a team sport would be the best choice for exercise and present awareness. For an introvert like me, yoga is the best group-activity-that-does-not-require-socializing-or-competition. Essentially, it meets my needs for stillness, body awareness and self-care. My other discipline, dance, fulfills a completely different emotional and social need. Right now, my life needs a bit of dance and a LOT of yoga.

My first experience with hot room was an adaptation. The room was full of alone-together people. In that regard, I fit right in! The heat was another story. As I lay in savasana, waiting for my quirky zen instructor (picture a hipster buddha with a kind smile and a laughing voice), I felt my face tingle as though I was on the beach. Except the beach was less like warm sand and a lot like my hard, damp bathroom floor. I was sweating. It was going to be a long class. It turned out the pace of yin suited me perfectly. It’s a good thing because all my focus was on regulating my body temperature and listening to my body, in order to ensure I was not overdoing it.

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Another observation was that I was the curviest person there and my dance fit days were a distant memory. I could compare myself or I could turn my gaze inward. I chose to be there for myself and leave judgment. What? I couldn’t bend this way anymore? Hmm. Oh wait, what is happening? I was learning about my today-limits. I was leaning about my today-best. I was learning to relax into poses in a way that was different from other yin classes. I learned to recenter myself and take the inventory of my own journey.

I’ve heard so much about the benefits of hot yoga, but I think that with any physical activity, fitness or meditation, personal experience is the surest way to *knowing* yourself. You may think about an experience, you may have read the figures and studies, but what is it like for you? Present awareness is key.

I’ll be posting updates on my journey, as I learn about my body and about the practice.

How will you challenge your mind-body-heart? What will you commit to for your well-being?

Book Review: Poser, by Claire Dederer

Here’s my first of hopefully many book reviews.

***Full disclosure: I don’t like to criticize work, but I will share works that inspire me. I prefer to tell you WHAT inspires me and WHY than spend time tearing stuff down. So keep that in mind. If I haven’t written about it, I either don’t know it (yet) or don’t like it. I guess you’ll never know!***


I love a good story. I have a love-flirty-open-relationship with yoga. I’m also a sucker for stories of personal victory and journeys of growth and self-discovery. Memoirs beg to be read. So aside from being a huge Elizabeth Gilbert fan (I’m sure you all saw that coming), I do like to discover inspiring stories of all kinds. It won’t come as a surprise either that I like to be introduced to female writers who are honest and witty and profoundly human.

My friend lent me  Poser: My Life in Twenty-Three Yoga Poses by Claire Dederer. She knew I’d love it. It took me a few months to get through it, because it felt like a bit of an intrusion in this woman’s life. It also felt so real that it wasn’t an “escape read” but an “I’m having to think about how I’m coping with life” kind of read. I recognized parts of myself in the story and thought I’d gain some wisdom. So I paced myself.

Book Review: Poser – My Life in Twenty-Three Yoga Poses, by Claire Dederer

Poser book cover

Poser: My Life in 23 Yoga Poses, by Claire Dederer

I found Claire Dederer’s story to be raw and relatable. Her writing is lively and realistic. She doesn’t shy away from tough subjects nor does she paint herself as a heroine, even in her own tale. She tackles issues around marriage and motherhood. Her courage facing her challenges and her transparency helps alleviate degrees of loneliness, fear and guilt a reader could feel about his or her own life and coping mechanisms.

Dederer’s chapter organization based on yoga poses goes beyond the trendy idea of learning about yoga, but rather, makes very real connections between the essence of a pose and a phase of her life or one of her learning processes. These parallels help non-yoga practitioners to understand how one can grow through a physical practice of any kind, but specifically through yoga. It’s about so much more than fitness – a misconception which she also addresses. Despite it being a great yoga myth buster, I like that her story isn’t about the protagonist becoming an instructor or travelling to ashrams; it is any woman’s journey. This is about how yoga changed her life, not about how she changed her career or made it big. There are no outrageous claims. We witness her evolving relationships and her connection to herself. That’s inspiring to me!

Claire in a wheel, with kids. Source: OnPoint

Claire in a wheel, with kids.
Source: OnPoint

I also have to admit her adventure living away from her home town is one of the most exciting parts for me; it makes me dream about changes that would also help me grow in my current life, with my circumstances. That said, I love that her book isn’t about this one decision or any one event, but rather, about a process, a journey.

I hope that you enjoy reading about one woman’s self-discovery and that it inspires you to connect to your Self.

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